Life is so crazy! I think I finally came to a point in my life that has pushed me to my limits.
In the previous blog I talked about all the things that were happening. And I think I thought that was it. Well that was not the case. This was so hard. I still don’t have it all worked out yet. But I thought the car was fixed. My dad invited me to help him with a dinner for Home On The Range Catering. So I thought I was smart and drove my car to work, thinking I could just leave as quickly as I could allowing me to help as long as I could.
I got to the security point where I work and my car lost all ability to move forward. The transmission would not engage!
I tried to move forward by pressing the gas down and nothing happened besides the engine revved and revved louder. It was so funny. All the guards looked at each other and just shook their heads! I am sure they were thinking why did that person drive that car. They were not looking forward to pushing me out of the way. But luckily the car just barely began to move forward. So I was able to get to my parking spot but then I couldn’t move at all!
I am surprised that I even got to work that day! I feel very blessed. But I won’t lie it is still so frustrating that I can’t get things to work the way they are supposed to me. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! I keep telling myself that I can make it. I CAN do this! I know that the Lord only gives me what I can handle ()
Then I see my children and I just am so relieved to know they are on the right track! Love them so much.
I just keep telling my self “Keep On, Keeping On!”
